Friday, September 26, 2008


When should i trust someone?

Now i started to realise not everyone treating you well on the face is really treating you well. It is a real real world outside.

May be there will be a while when i just want to work and get money and then go back home and spend the money.

And, i had a chance to baby sit some children of my colleagues, don't think i am ready for any family like with children in the near future. I need my life first.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Asian society

Now i know why people say dealing with asian people especially chinese is difficult.
It requires a lot of patience and care.

Sometimes I wonder, will rumour stop in the mouth of the people with wisdom? I wish.

Why Do bitches like to bitch around?

I keep having negative question in my mind. I wish i will have an answer soon. God know

Friday, June 20, 2008

~*Sharing is Caring*~

Monday, January 28, 2008

idealistic world

I live in an idealistic world,without knowing
people live on life without basic necessities;
people live without hope, without dream, without the right to ask for more;
How cruel is life, but you still have to live on.

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

The fear

All of a sudden, i feel like contacting my friends and family members. Looking through my phone book in voipstunt, trying to call each one of them, and the outcome was very dissapointing.

"nombor yang kamu dial tidak dapat di dalam perhikmatan"
"your call cannot be connected at the moment, please try again later"

Did everyone change their phone number? or people lost their phone and change to a new numbers?-- without letting me know..OR something happen to them, i really don't know and yet, there are so little that i can do at the moment.

Then, i thought may be i should call Las vegas or paris, checked their time online, it was 5am in the morning. Aw, i still don't believe this. It is the stress from the pre-graduation works and assignment. Oral exam is coming up, i wish i will perform up to standard, really, can't afford to lose at this point.

Keep my finger crossed.

Transitional stage

I have been hiding in my cocoon for too long, long enough that many of my friends have already become butterly and produce their butterfly families. And, me, i am still hesitating to leave my comfort zone. 25 years of life under the shelter, in the cocoon, or whatever you say it is. No doubt, i haven't got any ability to live on my own at the moment. If there is GOD, tell me what to do, I need some guidance.

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Fordyce Granule

Fordyce Granule is Sebaceous gland(sweat gland) on oral mucous membrane (mouth). It is a typical example of a normal object being placed in the wrong place.

How often do we experience this.
Wrong person, right time; right person, wrong time.
Right Illness for slack people to proscratinate from work, but wrong timing;
Right food, wrong appetite;

The imperfection rules? May be

Saturday, October 20, 2007


My neighbour is having a BBQ party with her sister's childrens. Looking at the smokey flame and listening to the noise of happiness, I realise that I miss home, badly.