Yes, i like to think;
I like to guess and
i like to interpret ..
But, sometimes, a cue is not a cue;
It can only be a coincidence.
LOL, life goes on...
Monday, July 31, 2006
Sunday, July 30, 2006
24th birthday
I am getting one year nearer to 30. I started to ask my friend, do i get to stay at 23 if i don't celebrate my birthday? ya, what a stupid question. But, sometimes, you need to be stupid and silly to make your life more relaxing. Heehee, any disagreement?
Well, i guess there is always something in your life that you need to accomplish at different age. I am at this age where i need to be responsible for my own behaviour, relationship and life. And, i think i am still learning on how to deal with people.This is really a life long learning subjects.
What do people do at their 24 yo birthday? i am going to spend my bday in the clinic with my patient. Well, i guess this is GOD's plan. You will never know what you will learn from each person.
I hate when weekend is over and monday is approaching, but i still need to be prepare for monday, I pray for everything that is gonna happen this week and every challenges that GOD has assigned to me.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
smoker and the sputum
This morning, we got a referral from other clinic regarding a patient who need a full upper and partial lower denture. It was suppose to be a good new considering the shortage of patient this year.
5 mintues after the referral notice, i heard noises from the corridor in our cubicle. Then, i saw a guy with a ponytail, cowboy outfit with hat and boots.Ok, i know i shouldn't judge a person by appearance. Ok, i knew i was a bad person...But, deep down, i was thinking "this is not going to be an easy character to handle" . True enough, he turned out to be a difficult patient. You know, that kind of patient who grap every second to speak whenever your mirror and probe is not in his mouth. Oh my god, poor operator...( i wan't the operator)
In our conversation, actually part of the history taking process, i found out that he has been smoking for 47 years and 40-50 cigarette per day. Can you imagine the amount of cigarette he had been smoking? I believed
that his lung has turned into black colour, he might have black sputum as well.....ewl.... Well, i made a superficial advice for him to seek Quitline to quit smoking. Okay, stop pretending to be a great person. This was mainly because i didn't want to be a passive smoker and i didn't feel comfortable listening to the sound of smoker clearing their throat. Haha, of course that was also one of my job obligation that somehow coincide with my TRUE intention.
Well, at least i agreed with him that life is short and you do not know what is going to happen next in your life. I guess i will only understand him better if i knew what had happened to his life in the past. He might experience some traumatic incident that made his life extremely painful or totally changed.
Ya, there is always thing that you don't know about people. Sometimes, it is very interesting to find out what different people are thinking. I remember reading from someone else blog quoting a phrase "there is no stranger in this world but there are always friends that you haven't got to know yet." Yes, i couldn't agree more.
Guess what happen to the cowboy fellow in the end... He might ended up somewhere in the special need or the hand of some unlucky student. I would have taken care of him if i really need a patient, i believe that you will always learn something from dealing with different people. In the end, it is all gonna be part of your life.
5 mintues after the referral notice, i heard noises from the corridor in our cubicle. Then, i saw a guy with a ponytail, cowboy outfit with hat and boots.Ok, i know i shouldn't judge a person by appearance. Ok, i knew i was a bad person...But, deep down, i was thinking "this is not going to be an easy character to handle" . True enough, he turned out to be a difficult patient. You know, that kind of patient who grap every second to speak whenever your mirror and probe is not in his mouth. Oh my god, poor operator...( i wan't the operator)
In our conversation, actually part of the history taking process, i found out that he has been smoking for 47 years and 40-50 cigarette per day. Can you imagine the amount of cigarette he had been smoking? I believed
that his lung has turned into black colour, he might have black sputum as well.....ewl.... Well, i made a superficial advice for him to seek Quitline to quit smoking. Okay, stop pretending to be a great person. This was mainly because i didn't want to be a passive smoker and i didn't feel comfortable listening to the sound of smoker clearing their throat. Haha, of course that was also one of my job obligation that somehow coincide with my TRUE intention.
Well, at least i agreed with him that life is short and you do not know what is going to happen next in your life. I guess i will only understand him better if i knew what had happened to his life in the past. He might experience some traumatic incident that made his life extremely painful or totally changed.
Ya, there is always thing that you don't know about people. Sometimes, it is very interesting to find out what different people are thinking. I remember reading from someone else blog quoting a phrase "there is no stranger in this world but there are always friends that you haven't got to know yet." Yes, i couldn't agree more.
Guess what happen to the cowboy fellow in the end... He might ended up somewhere in the special need or the hand of some unlucky student. I would have taken care of him if i really need a patient, i believe that you will always learn something from dealing with different people. In the end, it is all gonna be part of your life.
Saturday, July 01, 2006
my greed
As i mentioned in previous post, my desire of wanting to buy "stuffs" is never ending. The list is growing everyday...haha
1)PS II with eye toy- it is so nice if i can have that? :-[, i just come across this PSII that you can have a personal trainer and it estimates the calories that you have used up after you have completed each stage. Isn't it cool? perfect toy now if only i have enough money, i need a part time job.
2) car radio and cd player? really craze for one now. Another reason for which i need to start working soon.
3)New bedsheet and quilt cover- sick of the embroided quilt cover already...
4)more shoes, more clothings, more girl stuff; i still can't understand why girl need endless supply of accessory, clothings and shoes. Why is there always something to buy whenever i shop? That is also when i only have this little time to shop? Girls....Salute.
5)I think i am a very troublesome person, eventhough i need money so urgently, i actually want to choose my work......
- Cibo cafe? Restaurants? Clothing shops? flower shops? Fast food?
- Bear in mind that i have 0% experience of working, i wonder where i will end up in, heehee. Wait for my news.
1)PS II with eye toy- it is so nice if i can have that? :-[, i just come across this PSII that you can have a personal trainer and it estimates the calories that you have used up after you have completed each stage. Isn't it cool? perfect toy now if only i have enough money, i need a part time job.
2) car radio and cd player? really craze for one now. Another reason for which i need to start working soon.
3)New bedsheet and quilt cover- sick of the embroided quilt cover already...
4)more shoes, more clothings, more girl stuff; i still can't understand why girl need endless supply of accessory, clothings and shoes. Why is there always something to buy whenever i shop? That is also when i only have this little time to shop? Girls....Salute.
5)I think i am a very troublesome person, eventhough i need money so urgently, i actually want to choose my work......
- Cibo cafe? Restaurants? Clothing shops? flower shops? Fast food?
- Bear in mind that i have 0% experience of working, i wonder where i will end up in, heehee. Wait for my news.
4th year 1st sem officially end
I started my uni life 3 1/2 years ago, another 1 1/2 year till i leave uni, i thought i was looking forward to it, but i somehow step back when others tell me that working life is terrible. But, i guess i would really like to experient another stage of my life, i would appreciate it even if it is "terrible". Actually, i only want to earn some money,LOL. Enough of "poor" student life, sob sob.
Considering my age, i have been studying for more than 17 years. I have the feeling that exam is endless, it has already become part of my life now, is it good or is it bad? Perhaps, it shows that my adaptation ability is improving after so many years of education, should it be the exam tolerant? Probably, i need something more exciting to stimulate my nerve, haha.
After these years, i started to see my future, i think i only realise what i really want now. It is not a lot of money nor luxurious lifestyle, but easy and comfortable life. But, my definition of comfortable is elevating all the times, endless desires. I am just a normal human being afterall and most human being are motivated to live by greed.
Someday, I told my friend that we are really a bunch of kinda high maintenance people, but we kinda self-maintained, guess for the future too. But in exchange for the self-maintenance fee, we sacrify our time and money. People at our age play hard, enjoy their life to the fullest, though some are suffering with work too. So, i am not complaining, i am just expressing my thought. And, i love my life because i choose to live this way.
Somehow, at some stage of my life, i kinda feel lazy and scared. I just wanna step back and think of what i was doing. It was just so good if my soul can temporarily leave my body so that i can observe my movement and insanity, listen to my own nonsense and know myself better. Is it just me or everyone at some stage has such thought?
Anyway, i am just here to anounce that i have completed 70% of my BDS study, but that is only the study part. My clinical skill ar? probably still have a lot of room for improvement. All the best for everyone's life back in M'sia.
Considering my age, i have been studying for more than 17 years. I have the feeling that exam is endless, it has already become part of my life now, is it good or is it bad? Perhaps, it shows that my adaptation ability is improving after so many years of education, should it be the exam tolerant? Probably, i need something more exciting to stimulate my nerve, haha.
After these years, i started to see my future, i think i only realise what i really want now. It is not a lot of money nor luxurious lifestyle, but easy and comfortable life. But, my definition of comfortable is elevating all the times, endless desires. I am just a normal human being afterall and most human being are motivated to live by greed.
Someday, I told my friend that we are really a bunch of kinda high maintenance people, but we kinda self-maintained, guess for the future too. But in exchange for the self-maintenance fee, we sacrify our time and money. People at our age play hard, enjoy their life to the fullest, though some are suffering with work too. So, i am not complaining, i am just expressing my thought. And, i love my life because i choose to live this way.
Somehow, at some stage of my life, i kinda feel lazy and scared. I just wanna step back and think of what i was doing. It was just so good if my soul can temporarily leave my body so that i can observe my movement and insanity, listen to my own nonsense and know myself better. Is it just me or everyone at some stage has such thought?
Anyway, i am just here to anounce that i have completed 70% of my BDS study, but that is only the study part. My clinical skill ar? probably still have a lot of room for improvement. All the best for everyone's life back in M'sia.
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