Tuesday, November 06, 2007

The fear

All of a sudden, i feel like contacting my friends and family members. Looking through my phone book in voipstunt, trying to call each one of them, and the outcome was very dissapointing.

"nombor yang kamu dial tidak dapat di dalam perhikmatan"
"your call cannot be connected at the moment, please try again later"

Did everyone change their phone number? or people lost their phone and change to a new numbers?-- without letting me know..OR something happen to them, i really don't know and yet, there are so little that i can do at the moment.

Then, i thought may be i should call Las vegas or paris, checked their time online, it was 5am in the morning. Aw, i still don't believe this. It is the stress from the pre-graduation works and assignment. Oral exam is coming up, i wish i will perform up to standard, really, can't afford to lose at this point.

Keep my finger crossed.

Transitional stage

I have been hiding in my cocoon for too long, long enough that many of my friends have already become butterly and produce their butterfly families. And, me, i am still hesitating to leave my comfort zone. 25 years of life under the shelter, in the cocoon, or whatever you say it is. No doubt, i haven't got any ability to live on my own at the moment. If there is GOD, tell me what to do, I need some guidance.